A lesson given by HaRav Eliezer Berland,
shlit”a, on Friday
the 17th of Av, 5760.
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“Know, that it is also a
very great thing
for a person to see himself with the true Tzaddik”
(Likutei
Moharan II:72). Even if he doesn’t hear any Torah,
just seeing the
Tzaddik—seeing
the face of the Tzaddik—is an incredible thing,
for through this,
one receives humility. One can receive the humility of
Moshe Rabbeinu.
And if one is privileged to hear Torah [from the Tzaddik],
then
it is an even greater thing. And to hear Torah “lishmah”
[studied
for the sake of heaven alone] is that much greater, for
every movement
of the Tzaddik is permeated with humility and
self-effacedness.
Yet, even if he doesn’t hear Torah, the seeing
alone—just seeing the Tzaddik
and meriting being with the Tzaddik—is also a
very good thing. Just
seeing a Tzaddik, a true Tzaddik whose
every movement is
permeated with humility and self-effacedness…When he
sees himself [spends
time] with the Tzaddik, then he will certainly
receive greatness
in accordance with his self-effacedness. All true
greatness is directly
proportionate to a person’s humility. Through this, one
receives greatness.
“And this is the aspect of, ‘And
you, go look
among the entire people…captains of thousands and
captains of hundreds
(Shemos 18:21). For when Moshe, who was the
most humble of all men,
looked into each and every person, he was able to
grant greatness to each
and every person [in accordance with his level].”
And the main element
of greatness is humility. The more a person struggles to
achieve humility,
the more he becomes worthy of greatness. For Moshe’s
face shone because
of his intense humility and shame, which is what we find
with regards to
Hashem Himself. Hashem made Himself small, as it were,
in that he created
simple creatures like ourselves, ants, and grasshoppers
like us, and then
He restricted Himself even down to our level. The fact
that He is able
to limit Himself to that degree is itself the measure of
His greatness
and His power. With regards to Hashem [it is written],
“Everywhere that
You find His greatness, that is where you find His
humility.” Hashem lowers
Himself to an infinite degree. Even though He sees
sinning creatures, lowly
creatures, He dwells with them even in their impurity.
He lowers Himself
to reach every single person, for everyone possesses a
Divine spark.
Hashem penetrates and weaves Himself
into a person,
into the heart of each and every human being, including
the non-Jews. “In
the image of G-d he made man.” Also the non-Jews
have this Divine
spark. When Moshiach comes, that spark will start to
come to life. For
the main element of greatness is humility, and as much
as a person is able
to lower himself, that is his greatness, and his
strength. “In the place
that you find his greatness, that is where you find his
humility.” The
main element of the future resurrection—that which will
be brought back
to life at the time of the future resurrection—will be
according to all
the points of humility that a person collected during
his lifetime.
Every day, every second, a person
must manifest
some point of humility. This is what the Yehudi HaKadosh
meant when he
said, “When two Jews sit together to drink a cup of tea
and each one is
thinking that he is less than his friend, then all their
sins are forgiven.”
That is what Rebbe Nachman meant when he said to someone
that he could
show him the Moshiach over a cup of tea. The Rebbe felt
himself to be so
lowly that he could have been able to bring the
Moshiach. The minute that
two Jews meet, they both need to be thinking, “I’m less
than him.” When
they do, at that moment, all their sins are forgiven. As
Rav Avraham Kalisker
said, “I don’t have to work on my humility at all, for
all Jews are certainly
kosher [i.e. more kosher than me], and I know exactly
where I am holding.”
So it turns out that he didn’t have any work at all to
do to improve his
humility.
Humility is the only greatness that
there is, [and
it is] the main element of the future resurrection—that
which will get
up again at the time of the resurrection. The entire
resurrection of the
dead is the [awakening] of the points of humility that a
person achieved
during his lifetime. Life will be eternal and that
element of us that will
be resurrected, that which will come back to life, will
be this point of
humility. Only this will get up again.
The entire Torah is only meant to
bring a person
to humility. Moshe merited attaining the forty-nine
levels of Binah.
That was why he was more humble than any other human
being. The more G-dly
consciousness (mochin) a person has, the more
humble he is able
to be. If a person can’t bring himself to humility, it’s
because he has
no G-dly consciousness. Just as people say, “He’s got no
diskettes.” [This
is a slang expression used in Hebrew, meaning that he
has no intelligence.]
With what, then, can he be humble? The more diskettes he
has, the more
humble he can be. The more wisdom a person has, the more
ability he has,
and the more humble he is able to be. He is able to
believe that he really
is nothing. The less G-dly consciousness a person has,
the less he is able
to believe that he is nothing. The fact that a person
wants to be honored
only proves that his intelligence is lacking, that his
awareness is faulty.
Anyone who wants honor is a fool, for glory is only due
to the King of
glory (Likutei Moharan I:194).
“And who is this King of glory?” When
Shlomo brought
the Ark of the Covenant into the Temple, the gates stuck
together. He said,
“Lift up your heads, oh you gates, and be lifted up, you
everlasting doors,
and the King of glory will come in” (Tehillim
24). The gates said,
“Who is this King of glory?” Shlomo said to them,
“Hashem strong and mighty,
Hashem mighty in battle.” Even so, the gates refused to
open until David
stood up out of his grave and said…“Rabbi Berachia said,
‘David got up
out of the grave and opened the gates’” (Midrash
Tanchuma,
Parshas
Va’eira). Shlomo was in no way able to open the
gates. It was only
David, the epitome of humility, the small one, who was
able to open the
gates of the Temple.
What did Shlomo HaMelech say? “Oh
Hashem, G-d, do
not turn away the face of Your anointed one (Moshiach)”
(Divrei HaYamim
II:6:42). He saw that the gates wouldn’t open. He said,
“Raise up your
heads, O you gates, and be lifted up, you ever lasting
doors; and the King
of glory will come in.” So the gates asked, “Who is this
King of glory?”
Shlomo answered, “Hashem strong and mighty, Hashem
mighty in battle.” They
asked again, “Who is this King of glory?” Shlomo
answered, “Hashem of hosts,
He is the King of glory. Selah.” But the gates still
wouldn’t open until
he prayed and said, “Oh Hashem, G-d, do not turn away
the face of Your
anointed one” (Divrei HaYamim II:6:42).
“Rabbi Brechia said in the name of
Rabbi Chelbo,
‘At that moment, David lived again.’” David lived—he got
up from the grave
and opened the gates. David was saying about himself,
“Hashem, You have
brought up my soul from the grave, You have kept me
alive, that I should
not go down to the pit” (Tehillim 30:4). The
gates would only open
for David, since he was the epitome of humility. And
Shlomo was saying,
“Master of the Universe, do it in his merit, ‘Remember
the faithful love
of David your servant.’” His prayer was immediately
accepted, as it says,
“Oh Hashem, G-d, do not turn away the face of Your
anointed one.”
The more intelligence a person is,
the more humble
he can be. When he has no intelligence, he can’t be
humble. He feels the
need, instead, to make a spectacle of himself. “For as
the crackling of
thorns under a pot, so is the laughter of the fool” (Koheles
7:6).
The fruit trees asked the thorn bushes why their voice
is heard. The thorn
bushes answered, “You produce fruits, so you don’t need
to make your voices
heard. As for us, if only our voices could be heard!”
The less G-dly consciousness
a person has, the less intelligence he has, and the more
he wants to be
honored. He wants to put himself in the forefront all
the more.
This is what Rabbeinu taught in Likutei
Moharan
I:135, that Moshe was the most humble person because he
merited attaining
the forty-nine gates of Binah. That was how he
merited being the
most humble person in the world. Humility is
proportionate to one’s intelligence.
One needs a great deal of intelligence in order to be
humble, and it is
only this point of humility that will get up for the
resurrection. Only
the point of humility will get up for the resurrection.
“Arise and sing,
you who dwell in the dust” (Yeshayahu 26:19). And
the Rabbis learned
out that this means “one who is like dust during his
life” (Sota
5), for the main element of the resurrection is the
point of humility that
a person possesses. As many points of humility that a
person collected
during his lifetime, that is what will get up at the
resurrection of the
dead. Each and every person’s humility is what will live
again in the ultimate
future, because only a humble person can experience
spiritual pleasure.
Spiritual pleasure can only be experienced by someone
who nullifies the
influence of his own physical self. As long as a person
still has a sense
of self—of ego—all the while that he still is commanded
by his body, he
doesn’t really feel the pleasure of the spiritual.
Now it is soon going to be Shabbos.
At ten to seven
we already light the candles. To feel the sweetness of
the Shabbos lights,
the sweetness of Shir HaShirim, of the Shabbos itself,
only someone who
has nullified himself completely—who is the epitome of
humility—can really
feel it. Only once he has attained the state of
“nothingness” —because
he is absolutely humble—can he enter the state of the
infinite. In mathematics
it is known that “nothing” is the aspect of infinity.
The pleasure of the
World to Come can’t be appreciated now; we don’t
understand at all what
the World to Come is. We believe in it, but we don’t
have a sense of it
at all. Our existence now is limited, and when a person
is limited he can’t
experience the purely spiritual pleasure of the World to
Come. This idea
extends to the pleasure of Shabbos too.
Shabbos comes, and a person feels the
delight of
the Shabbos in the cholent, not in the Shabbos itself—in
the prayers. He
doesn’t feel any pleasure in the prayers at all because
he is a physical
being—he has a body. He has to make himself into
nothing. He has to attain
humility, and then he’ll feel pleasure in prayer, in chatzos,
in
getting up to pray at midnight. On Shabbos night, it’s
possible to achieve
spiritually what one can on Kol Nidrei night,
and anyone who delights
in the Shabbos is granted a portion without limit. He
strips off his body—his
limitations. For the pleasure of Shabbos is a taste of
the pleasure of
the World to Come, which is limitless. In order to
experience the pleasure
of Shabbos one needs to be free of one’s limitations.
One can only be free
of limitations when one is humble.
The main element of the eternal life
of the ultimate
future, the pleasure of the World to Come, is only the
humility that each
of us possesses. The more points of humility that a
person amasses, the
more he can feel a spiritual pleasure in everything: in
prayer, in the
letters of the prayers, and in Shabbos. A person only
experiences the pleasure
of the World to Come to the degree that he is humble.
That is why, when
a person is humbled or shamed by others, he has to
accept it with such
profound joy. Such debasement strips away his body, and
he remains a soul
freed of the limitations of the body. Then he can feel
pleasure in spiritual
things.
This is the pleasure of the World to
Come: the humility
that each person possesses. When a person is truly
humble, he becomes freed
of his limitations because he becomes literally as
though he was nothing.
Little by little he humbles himself further and further,
and others also
humble him, until he becomes transformed into
nothingness. Once he becomes
as nothing, he actually encompasses the entire world.
His soul becomes
like a “green line” that extends throughout the entire
world (Chagiga
12a). This is what happened to Queen Esther. Because she
was so humbled
by others, she became like a green line. [The verse says
that she was “green”
(yerakrokes).]
This green line is Binah that
surrounds the
entire world, because the soul of the Tzaddik
surrounds the entire
world, which is why it is possible to bind oneself to
the Tzaddik
from anywhere in the world. Because of the Tzaddik’s
absolute humility
and attainment of this state of nothingness, he
surrounds the entire world.
The Tzaddik becomes like the encircling light of
the world as a
whole. Just like Esther who was “green,” [which refers
to] this green line.
Likutei
Moharan I 12:4 quotes the Zohar which says that
this green line, the
green line that encircles the entire world, is the line
of Binah.
When a person enters the state of
nothingness, then
his soul encircles the entire world, and he is
omnipresent. The more “nothing”
he is, the more omnipresent he is. The more limited he
is by his physical
self, the less he is able to be in all places [because]
he is limited by
space. The Tzaddik, who is literally like
nothing, has no limits
at all. He embraces the ends of the earth and becomes
the encircling light
of the entire globe, of all the stars, and of all of the
cosmos. He can
do this because he is absolutely humble.
The main element of the eternal life
of the World
to Come is this aspect of freedom from limitations. It
is said [in the
prayers] of Shabbos—which is a taste of the World to
Come—“Those who taste
of it merit life,” for Shabbos is the World to Come. And
now is the time
that we have to start preparing for the Shabbos. In
another eleven hours
it will be the time of candle-lighting. One can already
feel—one can start
to prepare. There are another eleven hours to prepare
for the Kabbalas
Shabbos prayers, to prepare yourself and attain this
state of nothingness
so that you can feel pleasure when the Shabbos candles
are lit. For when
a person lights the Shabbos candles below, the candles
are lit in the Upper
Worlds as well. All of the spiritual lights of the soul
are kindled in
the Upper World, and a person receives this light
exactly at the moment
when the candles are lit here in this world.
The Zohar teaches that at the moment
that Shabbos
is ushered in by lighting the candles, a person’s soul
ascends to the world
of Atzilus, a world that has no limit or
boundary to it. Shabbos
is a taste of the World to Come. “Those who taste of it
merit life.” Anyone
who tastes the sweetness of Shabbos merits life, eternal
life. In order
to reach humility and true greatness, one needs to first
experience a flash
of G-dly consciousness. The more intelligence a person
has, the more he
merits to attain humility. His soul will then, as a
matter of course, spread
forth throughout the entire world like Queen Esther,
whose rule ultimately
extended throughout one hundred and seven provinces. For
the soul spreads
forth throughout the entire world as a matter of course.
Ultimately, it
rules throughout the entire world. Such a person merits
receiving true
greatness. “A king is caught in its tresses” (Shir
HaShirim 7:6),
in his G-dly consciousness. For Malchus is
greatness, and it is
bound and caught within the intertwined fibers of the
mind, since a person
receives greatness to the degree that he has developed
G-dly consciousness.
And the moment that a person’s mind is electrified with
G-dly consciousness,
he becomes a partner in the construction of the Holy
Temple.
If ten people would merit having
their minds electrified
by G-dly consciousness, the Holy Temple would be
rebuilt, for the mind
has to spark in holiness. It is forbidden for a person’s
Torah study to
be something that is merely physical. “And there was
darkness (‘choshech’)
which may be felt (‘va’yamesh’)” (Shemos
10:21). One can
read the verse differently: “If a person is full of self
(‘mamashus’),
then he’s in darkness.” A person must learn purely for
the sake of heaven,
purely for spiritual reasons, so that he should be on
fire for Hashem and
become nullified before Hashem. “All my springs
(yearning) are in You”
(Tehillim 87:7).
This is what Rav Shlomo of Karlin
said, “All my
springs are in You.” Some Chabad Chassidim walked from
Pinsk to Karlin
to see Rav Shlomo. They arrived during the third meal of
Shabbos, and all
he said was, “And singers and dancers alike will say,
‘All my springs are
in You.’” “All my longing is only in You!” All the
people there were so
inspired by his words that they didn’t take off their
Shabbos clothes for
three whole days. They just danced and sang for three
entire days. Afterward,
the Chassidim returned to the Baal HaTanya and said,
“What you accomplish
by giving over Torah for eight hours, he managed to do
in just two minutes.
All he said was, ‘All my springs are in You.’ Only in
You! I only want
to come close to You, to cleave to You! I have no other
interest in life,
all my springs, my interests are in You!” They were so
overwhelmed by a
fiery enthusiasm and this experience of attachment to
G-d that they couldn’t
take off their Shabbos clothes for a whole three days.
They didn’t eat
or drink.
Someone who merits that his mind
sparks with consciousness
of G-d is building the Holy Temple. Consciousness and
G-dly awareness are
the aspect of the construction of the Holy Temple. Just
as the Sages said,
“Anyone who has G-dly awareness [it is as though the
Temple was rebuilt
during his lifetime.]” The main thing is awareness, is Da’as,
[meaning]
that a person should study Gemara for no less than eight
hours a day. There
is no reason why [a person cannot do this.] None of you
have ten children
yet. All of you are still young avreichim, and
every woman wants
her husband to learn. She literally cries in secret that
her husband isn’t
learning. And everyone is obligated to learn Gemara
eight hours a day.
He has to find the best kollel that he can, the best
study partners. He
has to sit and learn. There are no excuses of having to
take care of communal
affairs. They can’t possibly excuse or cover up the fact
that a person
isn’t learning. He should first learn for eight hours,
and then he can
go and take care of all kinds of communal affairs. He
can then go and help
people and families in need, children—all kinds of
things. He needs to
learn for eight hours straight, with a break of an hour
or two in between.
If he doesn’t, then he can hardly be called a human
being. He’s a taxidermist’s
dummy that just looks like a human being.
If a person would just have G-dly
awareness, if
there would be ten people with G-dly awareness, then the
Holy Temple would
be rebuilt. For anyone who has awareness, it is as
though the Holy Temple
was built during his lifetime. For awareness (“dei’ah”)
appears
in a verse between two letters [of G-d’s Name], and so
does the Holy Temple.
So as much as a person develops his mind and G-dly
awareness, as much as
he immerses himself in knowledge of G–d, [the more
involved he is in the
building of the Holy Temple]. This is what people say,
“May it be Your
will before You, Hashem our G-d and the G-d of our
ancestors, that the
Holy Temple will be rebuilt speedily and in our days.”
“We want Moshiach
now!” Now. We want that Moshiach should come today—this
minute.
Everyone wants the Holy Temple to be rebuilt. Everyone
asks, “When will
the Holy Temple be rebuilt?” The advice to accomplish it
is simple. “Grant
us our portion in Your Torah.” Learn Gemara for eight
hours, and the Temple
will be rebuilt today! That’s all.
For whom will the Temple be
rebuilt—for people whose
heads are filled with straw, for stuffed skins that look
like human beings,
for animals in the form of people? For whom will the
Holy Temple be rebuilt?
In the time of Shlomo HaMelech, “the earth was filled
with knowledge of
Hashem, as water covers the seabed” (Yeshayahu
11:9). Shlomo was
wiser than any other person in the world (Melachim
I 5:11). He possessed
such wisdom, more so than any other person, so he
merited to build the
Holy Temple. Hashem won’t build the Holy Temple for
people who lack G-dly
awareness. It won’t help them. They’ll say, “We want
Moshiach now!” They’ll
pray for the Holy Temple. But a person has to fill his
mind first—his mind
is empty. A person studies mathematics all day long or
physics, and he
receives honor for it. There is honor to be gained by
studying medicine.
But learning Gemara is only for the sake of heaven, only
for the purpose
of cleaving to Hashem, of always thinking about Hashem.
If not, then I
am guilty that there is no Holy Temple.
Sit and learn Gemara for eight hours
straight. Start
today—Sunday—to sit and learn. We purposefully have cut
the lectures short
so that everyone will be able to go and start learning
at nine o’clock
in the morning. If you learn from nine to five, that’s
eight hours. Assuming
that you take a break in the middle, you finish at six
in the evening.
If you take another break, then you finish at seven.
After that, it’s possible
to accomplish an infinite number of other things. You
can be involved in
communal affairs, [or] you can help out at home with the
children. But
if you don’t learn for eight hours, there’s no one to
talk to—a bunch of
talking mannequins.
A person becomes filled with all
kinds of questions
and doubts because he has no awareness, no intelligence.
If a person wants
to build the Holy Temple, if he wants to have a portion
in the building
of the Holy Temple, then he needs to start learning
Gemara eight hours
a day, every day. He has to start expanding his mind,
and only Gemara expands
the mind. Physics, chemistry—they don’t expand a
person’s mind. Such studies
only demand that you fill your mind with facts and
figures, but they don’t
expand the mind itself. The mind is only expanded
through the study of
Gemara. Many scientists go crazy at a certain age
because all of their
study hasn’t impacted their Da’as—it isn’t true
knowledge. Their
minds have remained empty. He has a lot of figures in
his head, but nothing
else.
That which expands the mind is only
the study of
Gemara, since it is a G-dly study. It is the only study
that brings out
a person’s Divine intellect. And everyone must try as
much as possible
to expand his mind and G-dly awareness. A person must
sit in a good kollel
with good study partners. He can learn for eight hours,
and he still has
sixteen hours in which to sleep, to eat, to take care of
communal affairs.
He has time to go and encourage people to donate money
to charity and to
sign people up for trips to Uman. Whatever he has to do,
he can accomplish
it after he’s sat and learned Gemara for eight hours.
After he’s sat and
learned Gemara for eight hours…
We will finish at 8:15AM, afterward
we will go to
the Kotel and we are asking [everyone] not to do any
pushing and shoving.
[The Rav is referring here to the custom of many of the
students to accompany
him in a large group to his car when he goes home after
the lesson each
day, via the Kotel.] It is also forbidden to pass in
front of someone who
is praying. That’s the halacha. [Regarding sitting
down,] the only leniency
is if you’ve already sat down and another person has
stood up [to pray]
behind you afterward. If that’s the case, then the law
doesn’t apply. But
it doesn’t mean that you can push your way in and
disturb others as they
pray. That’s absolutely forbidden. Certainly, if a
person has a set seat,
then the law doesn’t apply. If a person has a set place,
then he is permitted
to pass among those who are praying to reach his usual
place as long as
he doesn’t touch or push anyone. But if you need to get
to the Kotel and
you push people who are in the middle of praying Shemonah
Esrei,
you transgress thousands of negative prohibitions. For
whom do people do
this? For Hashem, or so that you can show off how strong
you are, that
you know how to push people around while they’re praying
Shemonah Esrei?
All of us here are strong men; all of Shuvu Bonim are
“fighters.” [They
see someone] in the middle of praying Shemonah Esrei,
and Whack!
They send him flying. Thus, people will know that Shuvu
Bonim isn’t just
another bunch of benchwarmers.
There is no halachic excuse for this,
not in terms
of the obligations we have to our fellow men and not in
halachic terms.
If you caught and brought in some crazy guy who feels
the need to push
other people around, get rid of him. That’s all. You
have to be normal.
If a person wants to approach the Kotel, he should
approach it alone by
weaving his way through. Don’t push [other people] on
his behalf—ten or
twenty people that are standing and praying Shemonah
Esrei. It’s
only people who have simply lost any vestige of
intelligence or who were
born without any to begin with [who do this]. I don’t
know how to explain
this. I wouldn’t have believed it myself. If it can’t be
done, then we
won’t go close to the Kotel. [Just because] there are
people at the Kotel,
so now we will kill everyone, stomp on everyone, and
strangle everyone.
We’ll bring benzene and pour it all over everyone
too—all because the Rav
needs to get to the Kotel. People have simply lost their
minds, their sense
of proportion. They’ve lost all of their G-dly
consciousness, all of their
brain. They’re worse than the Arabs, than the gentiles.
I don’t know how
to explain this. A small amount of brains, a small
amount of intelligence...
We can stand at our ease in the
square and not go
right up to the Kotel at all. We’ve already been there
once in the morning
when no one was around. A person comes to the Kotel and
sees that people
are praying Shemonah Esrei, so he should just
find himself a place
that hasn’t been taken. [If] all the space is taken up,
so he should just
stand a little further away until a place opens up for
him. There is no
dispensation [for pushing one’s way in.] The halacha
only permits a person
who is already sitting at the side to remain seated even
when those around
him are standing. If, however, he is sitting with others
behind him and
the person at his back stands for Shemonah Esrei,
the one who was
seated must also stand. The person at the edge who is
permitted to remain
seated is allowed to do so only because he is already
within his own small
space—but I don’t have the right to break into the space
of someone who
is standing and praying Shemonah Esrei.
People [here] don’t learn halacha;
they don’t learn
anything. This Shuvu Bonim is the most insane yeshiva. I
have to tell the
truth. When a person is praying, many halachos apply. A
person who learns
should learn this halacha. A child of six already knows
this halacha. If
someone is standing [and praying] behind them, they
don’t budge. Five-year-old
children know that it is forbidden to move. What a five
year old child
knows, our twenty or thirty year olds…Hashem should have
mercy.
Probably it [the space immediately in
front of the
Kotel] will already be filled up. [On the other hand]
since there is no
Torah reading today, there might be more room [by the
time we are finished
here and go down there]. If not, then we will stand at
the back and recite
three chapters of Tehillim, and make three rounds of
dancing. No one has
the right to push the people who are standing and
praying Shemonah Esrei
there. Perhaps the time will come when Shuvu Bonim will
set up guards [at
the Kotel] and everyone will need to show a special pass
to get in. They’ll
say, “Shuvu Bonim is here.” The same as they did for the
Pope. They’ll
clear out the Kotel for them. They’ll decide that
they’re like the Pope.
That’s what they’ll decide.
[What we need is] a little presence
of mind, a little
common courtesy—manners like the non-Jews have. We’ll
come slowly to the
Kotel, and we’ll see if we can pass through. We’ll keep
four cubits away
from anyone who is standing and praying Shemonah
Esrei as we try
to pass. If it doesn’t work out, then we’ll stand at a
distance and not
approach the Kotel at all. We’ll recite a chapter of
Tehillim and that’s
it!
The more a person works to expand his
mind and his
G-dly awareness…A person must expand his mind, his G-dly
awareness. Also
on Shabbos, everyone has to keep an eye out for his
children on Shabbos
afternoon and make sure that his children aren’t outside
wandering around.
After I spoke [about this] on Shavuos, some parents came
to me who had
had to take their children to the hospital on Shabbos. I
mean, for how
long can children throw stones at churches? They get
sick of it after a
while. [Throwing stones at] Highway 1 also gets tiring
eventually. In the
end, they throw stones at one another. If someone were
to go up to the
mother of such a child to tell her that her son threw a
stone, that mother
would throw him down the stairs. “My son threw a stone?!
He is an angel
that descended from heaven! It’s not possible.”
Everyone has to know that his child
is an angel;
however, the child is a physical creature in the
meantime, and the body
is the body. As much as we might envision in our wildest
imagination what
the body is, we could never really picture what the body
could actually
do! A person has to refine his body for one hundred and
twenty years all
with the hopes that maybe, just maybe, the soul will
reveal itself in the
end. That is why a person has to constantly expand his
mind and his G-dly
awareness. He must get his head into the Gemara. Little
by little, Shuvu
Bonim will weed out these people. Anyone who doesn’t
know Shas will not
be able to get in here. Little by little we’ll weed them
out. Anyone who
doesn’t know Shas…
There are, thank G-d, so many leaders
in Breslov
today. There is a new leader every month. People can go
to “Az” [the name
of one of the new groups.] The group “Az”—“Az yashir,”
“Az Zeh…Az Zeh…”
I have yet to know what they want; I don’t understand
it. They have formed
a new group “Az” “Az.” I saw all their literature, for
me it was a great
help. They’ve written out all the “Azim” [all the places
in the Torah where
the word “Az” is written]. The Ten Divine utterances,
and everything helped
me a lot, but what should I do practically speaking?
I don’t know what they want. Should
one just say
“Az” “Az” “Az” all day long? I don’t get it. I
have a small mind;
I don’t get it. I’m a little defective. I always was the
worst student
in the class, so it’s hard for me to get it. They want
“Az.” Fine, just
leave Shuvu Bonim alone already. There are so many
groups today, every
person starts his own group. Go to “Az.” Go to “Za.” Go
to “Baz.” I don’t
know. Go to “Daz.” Everyone will start his own group.
Here’s a good combination:
“Gaz Baz.” The “Gaz” company. The “Baz” company. All
kinds of companies.
Just leave Shuvu Bonim already. Just leave ten people
here who want to
learn Shas, and that’s all, as long as you’ll at least
retain your love
of one another. Here are only types who push each other
around. We need
to go there where everyone hugs and kisses each other.
They don’t have
anything else to do other than hug and kiss each other.
So everyone should
just leave Shuvu Bonim alone, and we’ll keep on building
here. They’ll
leave us ten people and let us have a little peace.
This yeshiva was opened so that
people would study
Torah. That is why, and there isn’t any other reason.
I’ve said it a thousand
times: Shuvu Bonim has no particular approach, no
banner, and no special
mission. It is just the study of Gemara. People think
that this contradicts
Breslov. So let them go somewhere else if they think
that the study of
Gemara contradicts Breslov. Let them go to other
teachers who will exempt
them from studying Gemara. All of my lectures are only
about the study
of Gemara. Someone said to me that I’m opposed to the
study of Gemara.
I nearly went out of my mind. The Rabbanit went crazy.
Someone came to
me and said that he had heard that the Rav is opposed to
the study of Gemara!
And this was a wise man with a good mind, not just
anyone, because I’m
always screaming about [the same issue]. Learn for eight
hours! Stop your
nonsense!
We’ve always said in all of the
lectures that this
yeshiva was opened only for the study of Gemara, not for
anything else.
Any word you speak to the Rav that doesn’t have to do
with the study of
Gemara pierces him like a sword. You don’t need to know
anything [outside
of the learning]. He is not a mover and a shaker, not a
politician. He
is not a leader in Breslov. He is a simple person who
just wants to make
sure that people learn Gemara. That’s all. Everyone has
his own mission,
his own purpose in life. The purpose of the Rav is to
bring people to learn
Gemara. That’s all. Everyone will get to Uman in his own
way. You could
even make a subterranean tunnel, now that they are
closing all the airports.
I spoke with Shimon Anshin yesterday,
[and said]
that he should dig a tunnel all the way to Uman. He has
the [drafts] and
everything. Instead of travelling by Concorde, we could
travel by “Corkinette”
[scooter]. They’re already grounding the Concorde, so
we’ll travel by “Corkinette.”
In any event, my purpose isn’t bringing people to Uman.
Nowadays, the way
is already open and one can travel alone. My purpose is
just that people
should learn a minimum of eight hours of Gemara a day,
and that they should
hopefully come to learn sixteen hours a day. This
is my entire goal
and purpose. Anyone who understands me or sees me
differently in his imagination
should know that he’s mistaken.
I am prepared to cancel going to the
Kotel. I’m
not a person who pushes people. I never pushed anyone in
my life. “The
more modest [Kohanim] removed their hands from the
showbread.” When the
Kohanim saw that people were pushing to get at the
showbread…The showbread
is the highest thing in the world, if you eat it your
descendants become
wealthy until the end of time. Yet when the Kohanim
would see that people
were pushing to get at it, they wouldn’t try and get
any. The Messilas
Yesharim says that this is the highest level.
This yeshiva was opened for—and
anyone who is interested
in hearing the Rav’s opinion and accepts it should know
that there is only
one goal here—learning Gemara for eight hours a day.
After those eight
hours, one should study Rabbeinu’s works and do hisbodedus
and learn
Likutei Halachos. One can spread Rabbeinu’s ideas and do
good deeds. Anyone
who doesn’t learn Gemara for eight hours a day is simply
requested to leave
this yeshiva. We are simply asking him to do us this
favor before we have
to remove him ourselves. Everything else that people
tell the Rav doesn’t
interest him at all. These stories from here and there,
stories about different
people…They see people at the Kotel, so they tell them
all kinds of stories.
One person tells about his daughter, that he came all
the way from Australia.
Perhaps I have a match for her? He gave me the details.
Why not? Maybe
I can work something out for her. Stories like this man
who came from Australia,
and maybe I have some match for her.
I’m not a matchmaker. The Rebbe is a
matchmaker.
He ascended to heaven and was given the job of a
matchmaker. I’m not in
heaven; I’m in the deepest pits of hell. Only the Gemara
can release me!
People have to get some mental composure, to sort out
their minds. They
have to understand that the Rav is not an information
desk; he’s not a
matchmaker’s office. He doesn’t heal the sick. He
doesn’t revive the dead,
and not anything else. He doesn’t rent or sell
apartments or buy them either.
People should take up a Gemara, and then they’ll get
some real intelligence.
The Gemara will be like a sun for him. His intellect
will shine like the
sun. The moment that a person has the Gemara, his
intellect illuminates
the entire world for him. The mind is like the sun, and
when a person studies
Gemara, he receives a mind. Rabbeinu says one must learn
with power.
This is the first lesson of Likutei
Moharan and
also the third. Regarding the study of Gemara, Rabbeinu
says that the letters
of the Torah become enclothed in the letters of the
prayers. All of Likutei
Moharan is about Gemara, Gemara, Gemara. I don’t know
how they changed
Likutei Moharan. I don’t understand it. There are a
million teachers in
Breslov, but none of them speak about Gemara. I had an
argument with the
smartest young man in Breslov. It took him an hour’s
arguing until he admitted
to me that they are wrong. He thought that Breslov
opposes the study of
Gemara, but he admitted I was right after arguing for an
hour. Until one
learns all of Shas, until one knows all of Shas clearly,
there isn’t any
Chassidus; there isn’t any Chassidus. So in the
meantime, they learn a
little Likutei Moharan, Likutei Halachos, they learn
about humility and
modesty. It is impossible to be humble without
intelligence. It can’t be.
A person has no diskettes; he hasn’t got anything. How
can he be humble?
He has to show that he’s a chevraman, that he’s
a mover and a shaker.
He does, he talks, and he has his own opinions, his own
outlook. Outlook,
my foot. Learn Gemara, Rashi, Tosfos, and that’s it.
Learn Ramban, Rashba.
Aside from that, you don’t need to know anything at all.
That’s how we’ll build the Holy
Temple. We’re not
the Temple Mount Faithful, or the Temple Mount
Opposition. We only build
the Holy Temple by learning Gemara. A person should
expand his mind and
knowledge, to immerse himself in the knowledge. The more
that he works
to expand his mind and his G-dly awareness by learning
Gemara, [the more
that] he is the one who is involved in building the Holy
Temple. That is
called building the Holy Temple. “For the main
aspect of building the
Holy Temple is the expansion of one’s intelligence.”
You want to build the Temple? Start
to learn Gemara
for eight hours a day. What’s the problem? Sit on a
chair for eight hours.
Who’s preventing you? Your wife is crying day and night
that you should
learn Gemara. All of the women here cry that their
husbands should learn
Gemara. What gives you the right to deceive your wife,
to upset your wife,
to make her and everyone around you miserable? If you
don’t learn, others
won’t learn either. “If you neglect the [study of]
Torah, you will find
many reasons to [continue to] neglect it” (Avos
4:12). One explanation
is that if you slack off from your learning you will
find plenty to do
instead. A second explanation is that if a person
suddenly starts to slack
off from his learning, other people learn from his
example and everyone
starts to slack off. They say, “Hey, he’s doing nothing.
I’ll also do nothing.”
“The main aspect of building the
Holy Temple
is the [expansion] of one’s intelligence, as was said
before. One who has
a mind that is quick and sharp…” One must expand
and sharpen his mind
in order for it to be quick and sharp. One has to be
always working to
expand his mind and his awareness. This is the aspect of
being involved
in the building of the Holy Temple, that he always works
to expand his
mind and his awareness in the aspect of building the
Holy Temple.
You want to build the Holy Temple?
You want to bring
people to Uman, to develop Uman? You can only do it by
learning Gemara.
Everything will be built up through the study of Gemara,
everything will
be developed. All of the gates will open and they will
build structures
and tens of thousands of people will come, only through
the study of Gemara.
Every letter of Gemara that you learn draws another
person there. Only
the letters of the Gemara have the power to draw people
there, not getting
involved in communal affairs, not activism, and not
publicity. The more
Gemara you learn, the more you are called a person who
is involved in the
building of the Holy Temple. And this has to expand your
awareness, your
mind.
“In proportion to the extent to
which he expands
his Da’as and mind, does he merit to receive
greatness. This is
the aspect of, ‘Do you see a man diligent in his
business?’ (Mishlei
22:29).” ‘A man diligent in his business’ means
the study of Gemara.
“‘He
will stand before kings.’ ‘A man diligent in his
business’ is the aspect
of the person with a quick and sharp mind.” When a
person doesn’t learn
Gemara, he simply becomes coarse. He speaks profanity,
he speaks nonsense,
and he becomes jealous. He hounds others and everything
he says is not
to the point. He also has no assistance from above. “Do
you see a man diligent
in his business?” That is the one with a quick and sharp
mind. “He will
stand before kings.” A man who is diligent in his
business has a quick
and sharp mind. “‘He is diligent in his business,’
that is to say, in
the business of building the Holy Temple. For the
construction of the Holy
Temple is proportionate to the [expansion] of one’s
mind and awareness.
Through this, ‘He will stand before kings.’ He will
merit greatness, the
aspect of Malchus, for greatness is proportionate to
the flash of insight
in the mind.” All greatness comes because the mind
has sparked with
insight. “‘A king is caught in its tresses,’ as was
mentioned above.”
We spoke about humility. The Agra
D’Kallah [HaRav
Tzvi Elimelech Shapira from Dinov, writer of the Bnei
Yissaschar] explains
here. He explains the verse, “And there was people…” (Bamidbar
9:6).
It doesn’t say that “there were” people who had been
ritually impure [at
the time of the Pesach offering], it says, “there was
[singular].” What
does this mean, “There was?” This is because they were
unable to bring
the Pesach offering. How did they merit that this
revelation should
come through them, that they should be the cause of a
new revelation of
a halacha that hadn’t yet been revealed? How did they
merit having Hashem
reveal this halacha to Moshe through them? “And there
was people.” Who
were they? They were Mishael and Elitzafan, the sons of
Uziel. They were
the cousins of Aharon HaKohen, and they burned like fire
with longing for
Hashem. Mishael and Elitzafan the sons of Uziel burned
day and night for
Hashem just like Nadav and Avihu had. In their closeness
to Hashem, they
burned day and night. They were such people, and they
suddenly saw that
the privilege of bringing the Pesach offering together
with the entire
nation was being denied them.
Nadav and Avihu died on the first of
Nissan, and
Hashem commanded that Mishael and Elitzafan to be the
ones to bear the
bodies of their brothers. Nadav and Avihu were burned on
the first of Nissan.
“And a fire went out from before Hashem and consumed
them. And they died
before Hashem. And Moshe said to Aharon, ‘This is the
word that Hashem
has said. I will be sanctified through those who are
close to Me, and I
will be glorified upon the face of the entire nation.’
And Aharon was silent.”
(Vayikra 10:2-3). “I will be sanctified through
those who are close
to Me.” They are the holiest ones. In Parshas Tetzave,
Hashem had already
told Moshe, “And there I will meet with the children of
Yisrael, and it
will be sanctified by My glory” (Shemos 29:43).
[Later, when the bodies of Nadav and
Avihu had to
be borne,] Moshe called to Mishael and Elitzafan. Why
did he call to them
in particular? There are so many Jews to choose from.
Why did he choose
them of all the others? “And Moshe called Mishael and
Elitzafan, the sons
of Uziel the uncle of Aharon, and said to them, ‘Come
near. Carry your
brothers from before the sanctuary out of the camp’” (Vayikra
10:4).
What did they understand from this?
They saw what
was about to happen, that they wouldn’t be able to bring
the Pesach offering.
They understood that Moshe had received a task, a
command, that they in
particular should become ritually unfit by bearing Nadav
and Avihu so that
they wouldn’t be able to bring the offering. They
understood that Hashem
had rejected their Pesach offering, that it was all
prearranged that they
should have to bear Nadav and Avihu’s bodies because
Hashem didn’t want
their offering. Hashem didn’t want to grace them with
the privilege of
bringing the Pesach offering.
The Agra D’Kallah explains this
further: They reached
the pit of despair when they saw that Hashem was
rejecting them, that Hashem
had told Moshe to pick them from all the others for this
task. That Mishael
and Elitzafan in particular should bear their brothers.
They were so despondent.
They felt so humbled, and they were in such a state of
nullification. They
felt, “Why should we be any less?” This was their
question in Parshas Naso.
“Why did Hashem reject us? Why did Hashem command us to
touch Nadav and
Avihu’s bodies? Why did Hashem command us to bear them?
Apparently, Hashem
wanted us to become impure. We really are impure people,
more than anyone
else among the Jewish people. We are the most impure in
the entire camp.
That is why we are the only ones who will not be able to
bring the Pesach
offering. We really aren’t worthy.”
The moment that they reached this
level of humility—that
they truly felt that they were so unworthy that they
wouldn’t be able to
bring the Pesach offering—that was what brought about
the revelation. The
Agra D’Kallah says that they reached a point of humility
that was beyond
the humility of Moshe Rabbeinu. At the moment that they
reached a level
of humility that went beyond even the humility of Moshe
Rabbeinu. They
merited having this halacha revealed through them.
May we truly merit bringing the
Pesach offering
and the building of the Holy Temple, speedily and in our
days, immediately.
Amen!
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